I feel too much, and you won't get it

 I hear this a lot "You are overthinking. You are overreacting. Don't think too much." Am I so stupid that I can't figure it out or correct it? No. I understand exactly why I do it. I don't want to correct it. Because that's the right thing to do. I have a heart. I have a soul. I feel things. I feel things more intensely than most people do. I am sensitive, but not stupid. You might cry when you are in pain. But I get moist eyes even when I see a dog on the road injured. Yes, even if it's a video. I feel that lump in my throat when I hear a tragic story of a random stranger online. So what would you call it? Am I overthinking? No. I am just feeling a basic human emotion. And how can it be a fault? Why the hell should I correct it? You correct yourself. Try to feel things. Try to feel other's pain. Let your soul know that it is alive. And when I can feel so much for rank strangers, then how can I not feel so intensely for people I love? I will feel too much for them. I have chosen them out of thousands. They are special to me. Isn't it the beauty of relationships? You do things for them, things that you won't do for anyone else.

I know that it should be two-ways. You should never be the only person who feels, cares, and loves. But if you are not getting the same priority, you should change the person. You should delete that person from your life. Why change yourself to become heartless by killing your feelings? Change the person. Don't change yourself. It's so beautiful to find a person who feels these little emotions. I admire these people. I want to hug them and thank them. These people are so rare, such gems. And you are asking them to change and becomes soulless bodies like all others, why? Should the moon stop shining just because the night is too dark today and the storm too fiery? No. The moon shines on even if no one is watching. Even if all its light is being killed. Even if its the lone one standing. It shines on because it's the moon. And that's what I am. I feel. I feel too much because I am like that. And I will die like that. But you won't understand.